My Precious

Satu daripada kucing saya masih dalam kategori anak kucing,

Badan kecik, mata amik hampir separuh ruang kepala, macam tu.

This particular one, suka just stares at people passing by.

Saya bagitahu Nani, itu agak creepy. Macam 'my precious'.

Nani confused, 'my precious'?

Saya lupa istilah gollum.

Rupanya Nani dan mak saya tak pernah tengok Lord of the Ring. Not their kind of movies.

Oh takpe. Saya pun tak. Saya cuma tengok filem tu secara marathon masa saya di tahun kedua di UKM  sebab my ex-boyfriend at that time had the entire series of movies and wanted me to watch it so we could be a fan together. I agreed on a condition that he should watch Harry Potter as well. (I had a feeling he never actually hold up his end of bargain)

Since saya pun macam tak boleh nak terangkan apa itu gollum, the most sensible thing for me to do is search 'gollum' dalam youtube, pick the one that mostly shows apa itu 'gollum' and why its creepy to have one in the house.

What else?

NO!

random food choice

Kenapa burger fast food mesti ayam/patty/fillet+mayonis+kobis?

Is it supposed to be healty or something?

I found it very disgusting to eat.

But hey, its your money.

Werk werk werk werk werk derk.

Saya baru perasan saya tak pernah betul betul share pasal apa aktiviti saya untuk dapat duit hari hari.

Kerja, ok? Kerja.

Damn. Sebut kerja pun sebenarnya dah stress. What the hel.

#positivevibes
#tamparkarang

Apparently, nak letak # dalam excel untuk remove function ctrl+f adelah tidak boleh.

Ayat apa ni sarah hoi.

Saya dengan rakan sekerja tengah usahakan documentation untuk mudahkan kerja sehari hari kami.

Bertahun tahun rupanya takda proper work instruction. Ingatkan tertanam di mana mana. Rupanya, haram..!

Jadi saya dengan kawan kawan nak buat something yang lebih tech savvy. I mean. Kamon.

Ctrl+f? So last yearrrrr..!

Sekali lagi, #tamparkarang.

Kerja ketiga saya ni saya dah almost 3 tahun. Saya start bekerja sejurus selepas habis internship program, september 2011. Sampai harini (di samping 'cuti tanpa gaji' buat beberapa bulan)

Its a good year. Rumah hampir berjaya.. Alhamdulillah.

Allah janji rezeki.

Melancoli-a

It feels  like it is wrong, but i know it is not. I have faith that things happen for a reason.

I am supposed to be here at this moment, feeling this ache in my heart.

To learn more about my capability as a strong person.

I have faith that everything will work out just as it should be.

I am sure i have never share my deepest honest dream in any of my relationships.

Who I want to be as a person.

And I think I know now why.

Honestly?

No one ever asked.