roda...

In three words u can sum up everything u've learned about life:
it goes on...

life's hard...and it kills...
but...

be glad wit it...

becoz, it gives u chances....
chance to work,
chance to love,

chance to play,

and chance to look up at the stars...

err...a little help..????

help...
wif my stdy...
wif my financial...
wif my LIFE....
huuu....
all these years i realized dat, people,.susah sgt nk mntk tolong...malu, segan dan sebagainye lah...
sbg org timur, mmg lah sgt bgs sikap segan neh..
tp ape org kate??? kne la bertempat...kan?kan?
mcm kalo stdy tu mcm hampeh, jgn segan2, pegi je kat lect or senior2( hehe...ni ad double meaning jumpe senior,tmbh2 senior yg ad rupe nuh kan..haha)
ape nk segan nye???
adat la kan...malu bertanye sesat jalan kan?kan?
bendenye, kite ni bkn superman...
every single thing can be done by ourselves...
we need other people and they need us too...
we live as a community rite???

i know! i know!

sumtimes things can go wrong...
pertolongan yg kite mntk dh menyusahkan org len
or getting serious or complicated berbanding kite buat sendiri...
but, that's life rite???
at least we tried...wat ever will be, will be...
the future is unpredictable...(unless u read ur horoskop, but that does not count ok???)

tak tau la kenape, some people ni, susah sgt nk bkk mulut nk mntk tulun org...
kalo susah pon, fmly kan ade...
takkan la takleh kongsi dgn fmly sikit pon???
maybe org tu akan kate, susah, family tak phm...
nk gtau kwn nnt dorg bkn leh wat pe pon...esp psl love affair ni..huh!
well, that, im not sure...
perhaps ur parent, yg dh mkn garam berkilo2 b4 u, ad sikit cadangan kan..who knows??
or
that fren of urs,
perhaps...
they can just listen to u.., it does help,u know...
if they are ur fren,
so, in the name of frenship, they wont be burdened by ur story telling

so...
my point is,
belajar la....
belaja untuk mempercayai...
belajar untuk berkongsi..
belajar untuk meminta...
belaja untuk menerima...
belaja menjadi manusia...
belajar untuk bersahabat....
belajar untuk menjadi a part of the world...
(err...byk lagi rupenye jenis2 ilmu kat dunia neh..)

and..

the most important thing is......

BELAJAR UNTUK HIDOP...

peace!

i hate myself for losing u....

"I Hate Myself For Losing You"

I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore

I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?

You got what you deserved
Hope you're happy now
'Cause everytime I think of her with you
It's killing me
Inside, and
Now I dread each day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness
Of living without you
And, oh
I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew

I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?

I hate myself for losing you
And oh, I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
No, no

I hate myself for losing you
(I'm seeing it all so clear)
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say when everything you said
Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every day you shout
"Don't ever bring him back again?"
I hate myself for loving you

lagu ni ngingatkan pada seseorang...dedicate this to that person yah!

kawen mude???

nape ye, kalo bab2 kawen ni, org2 kite sgt suke bincang..(temasuk penulis...haha!)
apetah lagi pasal kawen mude ni....
td bace blog org lenn.kawan suro...
mcm best je dgr dorg borak2
sbb utama org kate kawen mude ni mcm bagus sbb elak maksiat...
alasan mantap, okeeyy????? hahahaha......
pikir nk elak maksiat,...wah! bgs2 anak2 mude sekarang....tak sia2 ustad2 dorg ngaja...
tp, erk... betol ke tu sbb utama????
pikir2 kan.....
jgn org kate, sbb nk lepas mulut boye, masuk lak mulot rimau...tu kes naya tuh!!!
tak kire lagi mulot singa, ular dan sebagainye...(erk, perluke mention binatang2 buas yg len???)

mcm mane dgn life dorg di kemudian ari????
yg bole cope dgn kehidupan berdue, dgn stdy, mgkn no hal la....
tp yg mk ayah tanggung????
yg tak dpt ptptn???
scholar????
yg dudok jauh????
haa.....
blum lagi kate pasal 'perdebatan' blk raye...(masih lagi mood raye..hehehe...)
yg salu org pertikaikan masih lagi financial prob la....
yg lelaen mgkn nk seribu daye, kan..?